My Princess Diary

InSeNsItIve??!!?

dear smsed me this morning and said he might be able to knock off early and can meet me
he said will confirmed with me later at 5pm
yipppppeeeee
he smsed me later and said tt he is on his way and since i knock off at 6pm, he will go have his hair cut
then he smsed me again and said tt he will come straight coz the q for cutting hair very long
i told him to meet me at the last gate at the arrival hall

he did wait for me at gate of the arrival hall, but its at the gate 1
gate 1 is the FIRST gate not the last one
imagine, i ran all the way from the lift from my office to gate 1
omg!!
luckily, i got go gym one lor
walked on the treadmill one lor
no joke ok
in heels somemore
*shake head*

luckily he didn't scream at me for coming down late
coz he smsed me and told me to hurry up coz he was kana chased by the guards
but hor, already told him tt i knock off at 6pm lor so how to hurry
sigh
either he cmi or i cmi lor
and already told him to wait for me at the LAST gate, he waited for me at FIRST gate
i marathon sprinter of the day lor.. =P

ok, tt aside, i am really happy tt he came by lor
from jurong to changi no joke ok
one end to another end

why he came? coz of my ice cream lor
we came back to bedok to have botak jones (which i actually strongly objected to it. coz last time round didn't really enjoyed it)
but since he wanted and insisted despite the fact tt i objected he still drove us to the coffee shop
i had the black pepper chicken while he had the usual, lamb steak
so so nia lor
didn't really like it lor
think different outlet got different standard, and so far i still prefers the one which i had in clementi

after tt, dear drove us to siglap to have our MUD PIE!!
i suddenly had cravings for it last weekend, but he didn't bring me eat
so this time, becoz of the recent incident, he brought me to eat lor

ok frankly speaking, the fact tt he dropped everything to come meet me i very touched lor
but the fact tt becoz he made me angry and sad the other time, and so he decided to treat me eat mud pie makes me sadder
am i being too senstitive or he is too unsensitive??

i dun need his treat just becoz he made me angry and sad
just like last time when he made his ex angry, he will send her flowers to cheer her up /apologised
i am not like tt lor
i am not those who will be angry for more than a day type
i just want the person to love me, be there for me, understand me and make me feel secure. JUST SAY SORRY and settle the issue there and then...
then u will tell me "sy, u very difficult to pls hor. he put down everything and meet u leh. just to make amendments to u lor"
ya lor. meet me not to meet me but to make amendments
what for??!!??
then i dun need mud pie lor. buy me a house, a condo, an apartment? or maybe a mazda or a bmw. or perhaps a diamond ring or bracelet or earrings.
anyone out there understands how i feel or what i am thinking?? or what i am trying to say?
i am not very good with words, i cannot express myself well
but i dun need u to meet me and gave me a treat just becoz u want to make amendments.

am i asking for too much??who can tell me pls........
i know u will also say "if he dun cares abt u, u think he will put down everything and come to the east to have dinner and dessert with u. u should be happy lor. stop complaining"
but i am not complaining!!!! i really am not
i know he treats me very nice and good. i also do know tt he cares and is concern abt me
tts why i am not complaining abt what he did

i came back after the outing and sms him
"home. thanks for the dinner and dessert"
imagine, to me it was a sweet and romantic outing....
and then he replied "no need to thanks. who ask me make u angry and sad. blah blah blah"
CAN U EVER IMAGINE how i felt tt moment i saw tt reply
i literally fell from cloud 9!!!!!
is tt it?
just becoz he made me angry and sad???!!?

i really dun know
suddenly felt tt perhaps older men doesn't mean better men.........
=((

posted by yee2 @ Wednesday, June 04, 2008