NeVer In HiS PlAn??
yesterday, dear was telling me abt him befriending this sweden friend when playing the vampires vs werewolves online game. so he said next time when he goes to sweden backpack, he can stay over at his place, can save some money on accomodation. so i went "what we gg to do there?" and he looked at me and said "what we? only I lor. u cannot go. i go backpack." then i went "if i cannot go, u also cannot go." conversation ended there and then.i was just thinking "am i ever in his plans for anything?" =((
maybe all these while, i was just living in denial with myself tt i am in everything he does, his plans, he eats, he sleeps, he shits, but in actual fact, i am not........ =((
his plan to go overseas to work, migrate to overseas, his future, his life, his everything.....all does not involve me...... i am not in any of his plans....and never is and never was... =((
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