My Princess Diary

see our tanned......got lighten abit hor.....hehe (ownself bluff ownself) =P

was watching the CIB files in SCV today. the papa was trying to explain to his son(acted by bowie lam) tt sometimes life is like tt, no right or wrong. coz his son and wife are on the verge of divorce.

he said something like this :" in the beginning everything seemed to be so correct, few yrs later, u realised tt those things tt seemed so right becomes so wrong now, not anybody's fault, just tt we have found the path which we wanted and the road which we used to travel together had now diverge" *clap clap clap* well said rite.......must give a pat to the script writer. =))

so now brings us to the topic of " are we travelling on a common path?" "or have we found our own path?" "is the path a common for both of us?" "or the road has diverge for u and me?".

sometimes i do wonder whether dear and me is a mis-matched??!?? he is so smart, he seemed to know 101 things, he always impressed me with his vast knowledge, so precious only son, so handsome looking( i want to puke though but he claimed he veri the handsome), so everything. in short he is everything which i am not. just like what adrain used to tell me "if he were to bring me out and intro to his relatives and friends, it will be a "throw face" event, he dun know how to intro me to them" ok, dun quote me ok. coz i dun remember exactly what he said but the meaning is there, coz becoz i didn't get a good grades for my Os, just becoz i need to retake it, just becoz i dun get into JC, just becoz i am can only go poly. does not mean tt i am not good enough for someone who is gg to the JC and eventually to UNI and be somebody........but then again, once bitten twice shy, if someone can think this way, then why can't dear think so too...... =((

maybe we are a mis matched, maybe i just choose to be blind on this.

i was just telling him tt day tt i was gg thru the 6 pics which we took during our hotel stay, i feel tt we no "fu qi" look not like what AL said previously lor. then he told me "tts why we are not married. we only "dog boy girl". hahaha!" ok ok, i know what u gg to say, he is just joking. just take it like a pinch of salt. no big deal" ok, me will just sleep over it and try to get rid of such a nagging feeling inside me. but recently he really shoot stuff out of his mouth tt do hurts me. maybe i too sensitive again. maybe its the time of the month again.....i know i know. take it easy....... =)) take the most recent one, which is just last night, he said he pity me tt my mama cannot cook. so i have been eating the same food for so many yrs. then i told him i not complaining abt my mama's cooking coz i have been eating for 32 yrs already and am used to it. so i just asked him "so u want to come my house eat or not?" and he said "the answer is so obvious rite? NO!" then i was hurt, ON THE SPOT!!! last time tt one like this, now this one also the same. so i asked again, thinking he might be just joking with me "give u another chance. if my mama ask u come eat, u want to come or not?" and he still tells me "NO" and so i went fine!! no big deal, i told him "ok, then i get my other bf come" and i was so pissed off..... =((

come to think of it, maybe our road has diverge. coz these few days, i felt tt he keeps shooting off things tt hurts me but then again, some days he was very sweet. =)) take example last night, i told him i suddenly have craving for bat kut teh and next moment we are on our way to balestier for it lor......sweet rite...... I LOVE U DEAR!! *muack* ok anyway, i also find tt i keep shooting the same thing out from my mouth " I DUN LOVE U LEH" hehehe... =)) then either i key siao liao, or the time has come, my "auntie" is coming to town.........

but then again, looking at both of our sun tanned feet, perhaps we really are a perfect matched!!! =))