My Princess Diary

dUn UnDeRsTaNd WhY

dun understand why i always have to pop open my eyes ard 6 plus and then eyes kept wide till my alarm rings at 730am. sigh.........
last time dun have lor, ever since is started work, my eyes will automatically popped open at 6 plus all the way till my alarm rings. and i am still tired lor. just can't get back to sleep.

so what i did this morning? as usual, i woke up, wash up, sees how my mama tried her ways to wake tt little rascal up. hehehe.......boy oh boy!! my mama really tried very hard and tt little one seemed to be pushing her luck each time, until i buay ta han and told her to "wake up and go go go".........

i sat in the kitchen and see them go thru the morning routine. the old one will asked her to hurry up brush teeth, change, do her amendments for her homework or learn spelling and then my mama will help her tie her hair. and then wear her tie for her then off she goes to wear her school shoes and then she will have 101 requests later on. example asked my mama to do this, do tt, cut this, cut tt, want to stay back in school, want to go to library after school. u know, all the bits and pcs here. not sure is she doing it to past time or she really wanted to do all these.

after all the morning hassle, mama will bring her down and off she goes to market or mama will comes home and take her power nap at the sofa. sigh......told her many times to go sleep in her room but she just dun listen. my mama very wei da rite? after her power nap, mama will go get breakfast for daddy who will wake up ard 11 plus.......hehehe........he is the lazy pig in our house beside sister.......=P

so u see, i have been waking up so early for the past 1 month plus and "doing" all these. i of course not sit there and see all these happening lah. i will read the papers while observing. see the news headlines and also go thru the classified section. =)) but till today no luck. anyway as i said before, i need to leave first before i can do anything coz the working hours here is till 630pm. very difficult to arrange for interviews.

i really hope i can get something i like. and dun bluff me anymore. if u employ me as A then let me do A and not employed as A but no do A but B, C and D. i know, i cannot have both the cake and icing and want all. i either have the cake and forgo the icing. it all comes with a price lor. tts all i can say.

i just have to say, i worked hard for every cent tt i earned. even though its not what i am employed to do. but i tried my best to learn and do it. but since it added no value and can go no where, and i have tried but dun seemed to "like" it then time to go and dun waste time. i really dun know what to say. but i know tt i just have to do it. no choice. whether ppl angry or mad with me, i still and have to do it.

so this morning, since i wide awake, guess what i did? hehehe........i typed my R letter. saved in thumbdrive and later gg to print it. either today or tomolo......target date is............. =))

wish me luck!! and all the luck tt u all can give!! =)) not just when throwing but also finding a new one..........

posted by yee2 @ Wednesday, February 27, 2008