My Princess Diary

aT lAsT

today hr gave me my confirmation letter
=))
i got pay adjustment leh. like what they told me when they offered me the job
but i did not see how much is the increasement but i am very the TOUCHED
i rejected the letter on the spot
hr asked me why
i said i have tendered on 29/2
she said she haven received anything from my boss
i said tt's becoz JT not in singapore and he is flying again tonight

so she told me to reconsider since got pay adjustment
i told her not the pay but job scope
so she said she can talk to chairman and see what arrangement. i told her to forget abt it!!
they just dun get it
they can never give me the contracts post which i wanted to try out
i already tried out the "project" side and dun like then what they want me to do
even though i did voiced out but but but.....who cares abt what i want......they only want to do what they want

even today left hand woman asked me have jt spoke to me
i said nope, jt just said he busy
so she called him up and yak said why he or nobody showed any concern tt i am leaving
then boss told her "there is nothing i can do if she wants to leave"
so she came back and talked to me
i really very sick of this issue liao
she told me if co gave me what i want. let me do contracts will i stay on
i told her "NO" coz inside i knew tt the day will never come. what contracts?? pui lor. they need ppl to do what i am doing now. so i will never get what i want. and the r/s has definitely turn sour

anyway, then she blurt out "then who is gg to write minutes for me? who is gg to arrange meetings and this and tt for me"
so u see, end of the day, i am still the admin staff, who cares whether i am contracts or what
nobody gets anything........nobody sees what i want them to see, or hear what i want them to hear
they only want to see what they want to see and what they want to hear
i rest my case........
i told her "dun worry. comp will employ an ADMIN girl to come in and help u. why didn't u ask JT when the ADMIN girl will come in? i think tt its very impt tt the ADMIN GIRL comes in asap."
i deliberately stressed the word ADMIN GIRL, but she didn't get it!!! *rolled eyes*
instead she told me "i will never forget u"
so be it...FINE.......as if i care. if nobody cares abt me, then why should i care abt them......

actually, last night, after reading stephy's blog, it inspired me to send my resumes.......stephy got 2 interviews lor, and she no gave up. so i decided to send mine too afterall this thur is my last day and i can afford to go for interview. any time any day......rain or shine......i am very the available.....


today, the agency called me and said this mc very interested in me and want to offer me a post in their co. contractor lor, i not very keen. but i think i will just go for the interview, anyway no obligation lor. to brush up on my interview skills. not many interviews will come by for me to practice lor. after tt, just reject lor. this is a 5 and a half day work lor. alt sat off.......i dun like to work on sat so this job is no no for me.......i know i know. i should not be choosy. after all the us economy not doing very well, soon many ppl will be jobless and then unemployment rate will be high lor. but i dun want to fall into another shit and moreover i need a break first.......
=))

posted by yee2 @ Monday, March 10, 2008