My Princess Diary

DoNe It

I threw the white towel today
=((
i did it at 10 something coming to 11pm
hahaha
ya, i stayed till so late just to throw the letter
*faint*

i was feeling very sad lor when i threw it
coz whole day even though i was busy with work and have no time to really think abt
but when everybody went home and i was the only one in the space, i started to feel sad

boss was so smart. he knew why i want to go. "different in agreed job scope rite?" he said he knew tt. he wanted to speak to me over lunch during the week, but he simply dun have the time. he said he tried his best to let me do some related work, but its not within his control
i knew he was, but he is not BIG BIG boss so what can he do? i told him i tried, but i just dun like it. he said if PT was FT instead of PT then he can do the minutes himself and i can do other stuff. but too bad. i dun like it when blame is pushed to someone lor. so unfair to that person. he was employed as PT not FT in the first place wat, so whats there to blame?? only can blame me........

he retained me. told me to think over it and then we will talk again. he said he has a proposal for me. just let him go work it out. if i dun like what i hear later, he is more than happy to let me go. he said tt i can trust him to make my stay here happier........i dun want boss to be place in any difficulties in making his proposal come true lor. what if he quarreled with the BIG BIG boss??? over a small fry, not worth it. really.....afterall, i have make up my mind to go......

all i can think of is, either he lack of staff? or i am REALLY good!!! muahahahaha......so thick skinned hor. but frankly speaking, as i said, i am happy working here, but not the work.

i dun mind listening to what he has to say, but i think i will still go. i dun let to use my resignation to make something work out for me. if u know tt there is a problem, then should go rectify it. not wait till i throw then u do something. then whats the point.

he told me he has many things for me to do, but when he saw tt the campus project needs many hands, he decided not to let me do them. so tts why those stuff still lying on his table and stacking up. i really pity him. everyday work till so late and no time for personal time!!! but if i pity him then who pity me?? i also like him have 1o1 things to do lor.....hehehe but i must said boss has more work than me.....definitely.......

ok, i have done it!! so let it be..... hope can find a job soon......... =)) god bless

posted by yee2 @ Saturday, March 01, 2008