My Princess Diary

PrEsSuRe ShOt Up

omg!!
my blood vessels almost burst last evening while teaching the little one her maths
we were doing division
and i just dun understand whats so diff abt it tt she cannot do
her multiplication is very good so whats the problem
i also dun know
i kept asking her which part she does not understand so tt i can repeat it to her and try to make it clearer to her
but she just cannot tell me

end of the 2 hrs session i almost want to break down and cry
hahaha
failure!!!
how to be a teacher!!!
what a hard nut to crack

then i remembered last time when my mum or sister were trying to teach me, how many litres of blood they must have vomitted out. but tt also reminded me of the litres of tears which flow down my cheek when my sister scolded me "why u so stupiak?" =(( ( yap!! me a cry baby)

i felt very bad when scolding and shouting at the little one. but i already explained it to her in the simplest way i could. but she just dun understand and i simply dun know where she does not understand. WHICH PART!!! sigh....... =(( what a failure i am!!

in the end, i told her "if u dun want to use heart to learn, end of the day its not my problem. u r the one gg for exams not me. so u want to learn or not, its up to u." i dun know what she can derived from what i had told her. but its all up to her.

Patience!!! i need to be patience!!! i dun want to say "why u so stupiak?" coz its very hurting to say something like tt. its not her fault. bascially, i remembered when i was in Pri 3, my multiplication and division were not this chim lor. anyway, cannot blame lah, standard of living has risen, so must the education. if not how to earn survival money rite?

me woke up early together with her. just want to make sure everything is ok. i hoped my outburst yesterday will not deterained her from wanting to go to school or make her "hate" school. but apparentely seemed like she is ok, looking forward to friday. bascially today she is gg home, to her papa's home.......hahahaha......here is hell there is heaven.....u see the difference. we studied hard here and she played hard over there........sigh.....this is life very cruel. but its also a fact tt all must accept. no good education, dun expect to go anywhere in the society. and also have to bear in mind, good education is one thing, its only a stepping stone lor. hard work and also lots of luck is a MUST!!! if not, u will only be stagnant and remained stationary, not gg anywhere..........

oh dear!! why am i saying such thingy. wa lao!! like grandma like tt......better stop it lor!!! think i am really growing old liao. must have eaten too many salt and have many thoughts. maybe i am really gulity for shouting at her yesterday. but u know, my voice is loud lor. i dun mean anything........ =))

on a lighter note, i thought the little one likes to go for her swiiming lessons. who knows when i told her just now "seemed like its gg to rain and u cannot go for your swimming classes" and she went "hurray!! dun go better. the teacher very mean" then i asked her "why mean?" "mean means mean lor." she replied. and so i probed further. she said "the teacher dun allow us to use float. we must balance ourseleves" then i was like "of course cannot always use float mah, u must learn to swim without float" *shake head*

well, apparently, i won't comment too much one this issue. coz yee yee herself cannot swim. hahaha, so she won't comment muchie. but of course, if the little one can swims, then why not, afterall, swimming is good!!! healthy sports, healthy lifestyle........dun u agree? =P

posted by yee2 @ Friday, March 28, 2008