My Princess Diary

qUiCk RiNg........

went to bed at 9 plus last nite
woke up at 1 am in the morning!!!

i had a "night mare"!

what is this?? buay ta han!!

i dreamt the same thing which happened b/w jerk and me!!!
dear was bathing and his hdp rang
i answered it for him and it was a GIRL!!
i told her tt he is bathing and she went ' its ok. just tell him his gf called"
bloody pork!!
can u imagine!!
if she is his girlfriend then WHAT or WHO AM I ??!!??
i told her i will pass him the message not to worry
when dear came out from the bath room, i told him to return call to his gf
then i told him i will not disturb him anymore, i am gg home
he told me he is sorry
and i told him why bother? i was hurt before, makes no difference to be hurt the 2nd time
then he kept apologising. i told him i am fine not to worry too much
he asked me what must he do? i told him well, he called the girl now and tell her who is his gf in front of me.
he did exactly was told and when he hang up, i told him i am still gg home coz i dun believe in giving 2nd chance any more!!
he kept pleading me not to go and i insisted tt i have to go. coz he will not change and i will never allow myself to be hurt again.

next scene, there was a incoming message in the hdp. but i have no opportunity to look at it. then when i had the chance, someone( i cannot see the face. all black) came and took the hdp away.........

and i woke up!!
my heart beating very fast............though its a dream but its exactly what happened in real life. except tt i didn't talk so much. i requested for a break up immediately.......and the second part, it was in the dark lor. i cannot see who the person was.......

anyway, i messaged dear and guessed what, he only replied my sms this morning ard 730am!!! asked me wat i did i do? why have nitemare? i tell u lor, if i need help urgently, i will die while waiting for him to come to for rescue lor....cannot rely on him.......sigh......luckily i fell asleep almost immediately after tt sms to him.....i kept telling myself its ok. just take deep deep breathe......zzzzzzzzzz

think probably nothing to do everyday except playing pc game, tts why the mind wonder all over. hahaha.....=P

just in case u are wondering, i did asked him back "since u r in my nitemare, i should be asking u what have u done?" hahaha......and he never reply me......think he guilty.....must have done something behind my back *evil grin*

posted by yee2 @ Friday, April 04, 2008