My Princess Diary

SaD sAd SaD =((

so many depressing thingy happened within this month
what is this lor
sad man!!

cannot cannot
must change the mood
maybe time to wear the red thingy again
hm.........

sat ivan called me
"hey, u free or not?"
"yes why?"
"no lah. just want to find someone to talk to"
and i knew what is gg to happen
and true enough, IT happened
he was quite positive abt it
and said tt he wants to wait for her
i told him its ok to wait but then someone might come along and he will forget abt her
and maybe by tt time, he would have another set of criteria he looking for
sigh

so sad to hear the news
=((
sigh
but what can i do
i also not an expert myself, esp my own r/s also not handled properly

he blamed himself
citing tt he should not have allowed her to take the module with tt guy
but his intention was he dun want her to be lonely lor
sigh
so i told him whatever it is, dun blame himself coz not his own fault
he just concerned abt her

he said tt if only he did not allowed it
and then stayed by her side all the time, then it could not happened
then i remembered what tt "cai kang yong" said, he mentioned tt if he has to MONITOR his partner every movement just to keep him by his side, he rather his partner leave him
frankly speaking, its very true lor. so what if he stays by her side 25 hrs??!!??? if she wants to leave, she will eventually ........by hook or by crook
couldn't it be better if she leaves now than later.......

when a girl made up her mind, she is on the road of no return
so no pt to beg or cry or whatever
but i just felt sad abt the whole thing
or is it becoz i am already sad and depressed by my own things??

anyway, i also dun know what to tell him
i have never comfort a boy before
hahaha
most of the time is girl
and the most common thingy to say is "its his loss"
muahaha......

or perhaps i have come to a stage of just cry and the sun will still rise for u and me tomorrow.
anyway, let him be sad for awhile bah, afterall, u cannot say "let go and just let go"
afterall, u put in alot of tender loving care in the r/s lor. there is love.....but now......"where is the love......."so fragile......sigh

today, another sad thing happened
sigh
esther called me for lunchie
since i also free i joined her lor
apparently, her hubby and her cold war...(esther u be strong and hang in there ok)
over a KEY!! WTF!!
actually what others thingy beside the key i dun know lah
maybe the hubby already in bad mood and really need tt key and when esther answered the phone, she very gan cheong and her tone might have "offended" or "pissed" her hubby off. i also dun know lah. many possibilities.....but both must sit down and thrash it out lor
i dun believe in cold war. esp now tt we are all adults. add up both the age, can be granny and grandpa liao lor. so why still so childish.........

wake up lor, ya u. MEN!!! pls be more "big gas lor". ppl already said sorry and try to talk to u so dun yayakalapa hang up and sell ok. u just dun know tt sometimes ur actions or words do hurts ppl ok. ya even by not talking also can hurt ppl ok. not joking. =P

imagine staying under the same roof.....and u treat my gf as INVISIBLE!! oh come one lor. she is not INVISIBLE WOMAN!!!....oh how i hate it. neither is she INVINCIBLE ok....she is a great wife!!!

its ONLY A BLOODY KEY!!! and if there are also other things tt add up to that key then sit down and thrash it out. both also at fault ok. trust me. BOTH also at fault. and since one party already take a step back so PLS PLS PLS, stop acting so childishly........BE A MAN!!! come on.....dun make my gf sad ok. hurts me too........

I AM ALREADY SO DEPRESSED AND SAD so dun add on to it.....soon i will need my medication again.........sigh........ =((

posted by yee2 @ Monday, July 07, 2008