My Princess Diary

HaTe YoU lOvE u

was watching Heart of Greed with dear last nite. he didn't watched this serial, so i was quite touched tt he accompanied me to watch 3 episode . and i was summarising the story to him....

whenever alfred or shui mak mak appeared, i will go bersek and shout "CB MAN!!"....*faint*. so
dear asked me why suddenly i dun like "feng da gor" (who is lin feng aka Alfred in Heart of Greed), when i was gg gogaga over him when we were watching "fu yu fan yun" show. so i told him tts becoz he two feet stepped 2 boats. i just dun like. yayaya, i know, its only a show why get so heated up. but i just cannot stand it. REALLY CANNOT accept it. reel life cannot real life no need to say liao.

anyway, just finished episode 37 and alfred is dead. and believe it or not, I CRIED!!! yayaya, i know i know, i was just mentioning it in my previous blog tt how i hate him and he will regret his foolish actions and he gotten his retribution by death. but i tell u, as u watched the past few episodes after their break off, u can see tt he really went all out to "mi bu" his mistakes. i see already also "heart soft" lor......then u see his eyes and all.......aww.....and i suddenly dun wished to see him die..... sigh......guess he has to go, if not how can shang and tak tak de be together at last episode.

i tell u lor, seriously, its very difficult (or perhaps tired is a better word to use) to hate someone for a long time. takes up a lot of your time, effort and energy.....so why bother??!!?? guess most impt is to be able to LET IT GO......if not there will also be a prick in ur heart and you won't be feeling happy at all. so why choose to hate when u can choose to either love or let go.

sad sad sad, sad to see alfred die. afterall he really did a lot of things to repent for his mistakes to her. really a pity tt they no can hold hands and grow old together. but on a happy note, at least she and tak tak de can do it......JUST DO IT.......but tts only after she, herself is willing to let alfred go "in her heart and in her mind too". i remembered tt episode when she took a last flip thru her stuff with him and then put it in the drawer and locked it away. (hm...did she or did she not lock her drawer??!!??) then she called tak tak de out for dinner....thats when i knew tt she has let alfred go........totally, whole heartedly........

have i let mine go??? =P

posted by yee2 @ Saturday, October 20, 2007