My Princess Diary

AlL mY FaUlT

ok, i know its my fault
i apologised but she still want to scream i also no choice
but she no screamed at me she raised her voice at the external consultant
"PT, did u check?"
"ya, why?"
"didn't u notice tt this is not the office format?"
"what's wrong?"
"there is no background. we always have a background before we start our report rite?"
"so what u want now?"
"did u check this?" *pointing to the recommendation*
"for your infor, i wrote this. why?"
"no. i am not saying who wrote this. i am saying we need to repharse this. and u see this."
"ya what's wrong?"
"grammar mistake. PT why u no check?"
"LN, we dun have time to go thru this nitty gritty things. we go to the main point. i dun know what is office standard (obviously rite? coz he is ext consultant mah?) she gave me, so i thought its the standard. i won't know standard or not?"
"PT, can't u just spare 2 mins to ask me?"
"so what u want to do now? she has faxed it out."
"but i haven seen it."
"LN, that's the problem here. whats the system here? if u give me something, after gg thru it, i will sign it. i won't know the office standard unless someone says so"
"but i have given her the format earlier and told her tt she needs to write a background"
and it went on and on and on
she doesn't want to let go
finally "LN, lets put it this way, since the report already gone out, then so be it. the next one we just have to be careful."

and i already apologised
i felt so bad tt PT kana scolding from her becoz of my mistake
she already emphased tt need a background, this and tt. and when i was doing this and tt, i forgot TOTALLY about the background. anyway, is background tt impt? i have done so many reports without background lor. does it matter? no background the report will "die"?
the client know what the report is all abt lor, afterall they were the one who instruct us to call the quotation.

well, ok, i admit, its my fault. but i also not pushing the blame away
i admitted to her on the spot. i said sorry
she own self cannot let go, then what can i do??
i can't blame her coz she is in this co for many years, she has not gone out there and see the other "worlds" tts why. and for your infor, there is not STANDARD format of report, this so called STANDARD was her own standard. can't stand ppl who are not flexible. sigh. what to do?

actually after i have done the report, i placed one set on her table as draft
she said "Let PT see then send out"
hello??? instruction very clear lor
then after PT sees it, i send it out, whats the big deal here?
i think she has attitude problem

she wants ppl to look high high on her
to respect her
to think highly of her too
but too bad, if she is gg to be so mirco then too bad
she no earn any of my respect

just now today, coz she already bad mood from an earlier meeting
when one of her drafter showed her his dwgs
she went "what is this hatched thing? what does the hatched represent?"
then the guy very softly told her "its shadow."
then she very ultimate, she went " shadow? who asked u to draw shadow? just now i already told u to show me the dwg after lunch. then u never show me. then now u drew this. later u go present, i not gg to present. u go present" then she threw the pc of dwg on the table and went back to her seat. the poor guy quickly went back to his seat and remove the shadow. big deal meh? i asked myself. can be remove very fast one wat. why must she vent her anger on someone else. esp an innocent guy. sigh *speechless*

her guys working under her very poor thing lor
she LIKES/ WANTS to work late, tt is her problem
but when she works late, the whole team stays, she no think of herself must think of others lor
sigh
really tough working under her

just now in a hurry i forgot to check with boss whether do i need to write the minutes for her.
i hope i dun need to lor
later she sure grumbles and make lots of noise
my minutes still not up to standard lor
think better clarify with boss asap
if not nitemare lor
hehehe
not me lor, its her...... =))

anyway, i was also quite pissed off with her
she told me 1 week ago to fix a meeting date with the consultants
so i asked her when is she free. so we just tell the consultants the meeting shall be on when when when
she said no get the consultants to revert back
so i told her sure ding dong one
or we just ask the owner when she is free then we fixed on the date. she says no
so fine
i send an email out and true enough all came back with different dates
and seemed like fri PM is the only time slot all can make it
so she went overseas and one consultant wrote in and said tt they have discussed on fri that the meeting will be fixed on friday so has it been confirmed
bloody hell!! she fixed and no tell me. so now i "stranded" lor
fine, so i also smart, i told them she is outstationed currently wait till she comes back to reconfirm
and then when she comes back she said not fri, its wed. so asked me to send email to all said its wed
then i told her but wed, one consultant cannot make it
she said " i dun care abt him"
wa lao!! then in the first place why asked me to go ask them for their time slot??
sigh. crazy woman rite?
anyway, more to come lor
then suddenly client wrote email and said wants the meeting on thursday AM. so she asked me to send email to all say thurs am, client's request.
i told her but thur got some consultants cannot make it so should we tell the client
she told me "she is the client. what can u do??"
so ok lor, fine, i send out an email to all again and said tt meeting will be on thur.
then after i send it, the very next day she said "meeting to fixed on wed, PM"
then i got heated up liao. i told her "huh? thought u said follow client's? i already send to all parties to confirm its thur liao leh."
and u know what tt pig said??
she said " u think we only have her project meh? we have many projects lor. and we can only make it on wed."
bloody pork rite?
so i was angry already lor. this arrangement for the meeting has ding dong for 1 week lor for your infor so i raised my voice at her ' if u wanted a wed meeting in the first place dun ask me send email to all to suit client's request."
then she still want to yayakalapa
i really ignored her and wanted so badly to slap her

anyway, i told honey liao
in future when she asked me to do things, i will sit on it till she finally made up her mind
dun waste my time lor, i got better things to do then keep sending emails and emails and more RIDICULOUS emails
and worst, she made me call them one by one to get the time slot, to confirm, she really cukoo upstairs lor

this evening, worst
she actually sabo the ext consultant
and even "shoot" boss
said she is very busy, currently doing design, PM and coordination work
she said the ext consultant not in the office so how to consult
so boss told her just give ppl the ext consultant's hdp and let him go handle, contractual issues to look for E, big matters to look for boss or chairman, she just concentrate on designs.
she biggest liao lor
ppl must see her face
bloody face lor
if i am boss, i will just engage someone in and then "lessen" her load see how much more yaya she can be lor
i am sure very easy to find more arch in lor
anyway, boss told me tt in future if we need any letter format just look for him
so i said ok
then she added "i already told her office got standard format in the folder" then black face show
come on lor, so many standards one
i went in to see lor, only 4 standard letters what u want? no standard lor.....go fly kite

sure, she can work very late every day and nite and i presumed weekends too
but hor, she too much lor
really
fickle minded and also dun want to share infor me.
i wonder how to work with such ppl
sigh
she better buck up her idea or i made her buck up
i dun need to give her face lor, i am not her assistant
i am HELPING her only. i got other better things to do.

posted by yee2 @ Wednesday, January 30, 2008